Father I sinned.Do i really understand what sin is.Do I?.Is it the human condition.I have placed all my thoughts in Your hands and all I want is You Lord.ALL of You nothing else.You are King.My heart is in Your hand.The hand that pumps my heart causing it to beat.only You Lord,take all of me

Timing is everything

There are times when I can see Gods hand on my path.Sometimes I want to rush Him - some people would say "trying to help God out".Trying to rush things can put you out of His will.A good friend once said that you could be in Gods will but out of His timing.Those words still circle around my head.An example (maybe an extreme one) would be marriage.God can put you in place where you can meet your future wife or husband.Know, Gods will is that you marry this person but if for example you decide to have sex before marriage when you beleive otherwise,having sex before marriage would be out of Gods timing.You would be giving the devil room to move like he wants in your relationship.Although this relationship was Gods will,it is out of his timing to rush into sex and that gives the devil room to steal,kill and destroy.Paul says its better to get married then to burn in passion but who wants to get married only because passion. Humility is the best thing.Humble yourself before your God and He will be your God. Off the topic (well kinda off) There's this guy I really like (he doesnt really know i really like him so much) there will be times when I feel like I really like him.I get a bit worried because its like my hearts running away and i have no controle.times when i feel weak and need God to be my God.i kinda feel like Jesus in the garden of Gasemini (?spell?) "my heart is in Your hands Lord" i keep on saying.its overwhelming, scary.Trust in the Lord and do good?