Sunday, August 06, 2006
The Quest Honour
Monday, July 17, 2006
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
a warrior princess
you see beauty when you see a warrior princess
Monday, June 12, 2006
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Julian Beever 3D illusion
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Wild horses

I feel these four walls closing in, My face up against the glass,Im looking out...
Is this my life im wondering, It happened so fast, How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make,Its greener pastures i'm thinking about hmm
Wide open spaces far away
All I want is the wind in my hair;To face the fear but, not feel scared
Wild horses I want to be like u
Throwing caution to the windI'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like im longing too
I want to run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses!
I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bare back, care free along the shore
If only that someone was me
Jumpin head first headlong without a thought
To act and damn the consequence, I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence....I wanna break free
All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but, not feel scared
Wild horses I want to be like u
Throwing caution to the windI'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like im longing too
I wanna run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses! I wanna run too.
Rreaklessly abandoning my self before u
I wanna open up my heart tell him how I feel
Natasha Bedingfield - Wild horses
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
little jems
OUR DEEPEST FEAR

OUR WORST FEAR IS NOT THAT WE ARE INADEQUATE. OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS THAT WE
ARE POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE. IT IS OUR LIGHT, NOT OUR DARKNESS, THAT MOST
FRIGHTENS US.
WE ASK OURSELVES, WHO AM I TO BE BRILLIANT, GORGEOUS,
TALENTENT, BRILLIANT AND FABULOUS. ACTUALLY, WHO ARE YOU NOT TO BE?
YOUR
PLAYING SMALL DOES NOT SERVE THE WORLD. THERE IS NOTHING ENLIGHTENED ABOUT
SHRINKING SO THAT OTHER PEOPLE WON'T FEEL INSECURE AROUND YOU.
WE WERE BORN
TO MAKE MANIFEST THE GLORY OF GOD (GREATNESS) WITHIN US. IT IS NOT JUST IN SOME
OF US, IT IS IN EVERY ONE OF US. AND AS WE LET OUR OWN LIGHT SHINE, WE
UNCONCIOUSLY GIVE OTHER PEOPLE PERMISSION TO DO THE SAME. AS WE ARE LIBERATED
FROM OUR OWN FEAR, OUR PRESENCE AUTOMATICALLY LIBERATES OTHERS. – Marianne
Williamson
Monday, May 08, 2006
The Warrior princess

Warrior princess...is it her smile, her hair or her eyes… is she something that you see? ... [Deeper,]
She is an entity that draws me to her and calls me by name.
She is a delight to the senses
Her beauty…is it the touch of her hands that comfort the heart, or is it her words, words that carry light, words that carry life.
She opens her mouth and her words break you, her words breaks the barriers of the heart and leaves you naked and defenceless but loves you with her embrace,
Warrior princess...She is beauty and she is love. She is love that wants you, all of you, the deepest part of your being. She is love that fights for you, that fights for the freedom of your heart.
Warrior princess...She is beauty, she is love, and she is excellence. She is excellence that inspires greatness and yes, inspires beauty .Excellence that calls forth the greatness within you and ushers you forth like gold.
Warrior princess...She is beauty, she is love, she is excellence and she is peace. She is peace that leaves you in awe and leads you to the secret quiet place where there is no insecurity, no shame.
Warrior princess...She is beauty, she is love, she is excellence, she is peace, and she is strength. She is a force that imparts strength, not any strength but her strength, a vulnerable strength. There is no need to try, she just is, she just is beauty she just is strength. Her beauty is power.
Beauty...she IS a warrior princess
She asks… are we ordinary people dressed as princesses or princesses dressed as ordinary people?
I answer… I don’t want to be called "the girl with the brown hair"; I want to be called who I am... a warrior princess
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Philosophy... wOrDs

Words, words, it's all just words
Philosophy and theories, it's all just words
Dry bones that have no flesh, that have no life
It's all just words, dead words
The more we know the more we don't know
The more we understand, the more we need to know
Words, words, it's all just word
Some religious religion, some desiccated doctrine
Some pointless argument, some empty love
It's all just words, dead words
Where is the Love, where is the Life
Where is the mystery, the wonder
Where is Beauty
Where is that silence, the silence which is a reaction to mankind being in awe
Love breathes that the words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
loney...loniliness
Wednesday, March 15, 2006

why do i write all these things? Is it because I long to have a deep soul connection with myself, with others, with God. is it because some how I long to give myself completely to a cause. Why write theses things.Why not just continue with being busy with life. There's a part of me that longs for meaning,that longs for depth, that longs for something sacred something worth everything and me writing stuff is an expression of my search
wierd tings

I went out with some of my flat mate yesterday and it was pretty interesting.( that’s my favourite word by the way). Anyway, the place wasn’t really my scene or my type of music etc but I’m all for …not too sure what word to use. It was the first time I went out with the girls and it was really cute. They were like taking care of me or making sure I’m having fun. They were really sweet. And when never they showed an act of love or care or whatever word you want to use (the little things do count), the first thing that came out my mouth was… God bless you. And I really meant it. It wasn’t loud though in was in my head. When I said that, it kinda made me look around and ask… God are you here? God is here? It was pretty interesting.
The funny thing is that I feel like I'm more of myself. Well, I’ve just been watching myself talking to people I wouldn’t really talk to in lectures etc. it’s like I feel more encouraged to get to know people…strange! And this has something to do with how going out to a different scene with the girls has affected me.
I had a bit of a struggle trying to switch my mind off though after the night out but it’s gradually moving toward where I want it to be.
relationships…a spiritual and sacred thing?
Saturday, January 21, 2006
PERFECT LOVE - A letter from God

a friend sent me an email of god writing a letter and I feel I should put it on the blog.i hope thats fine
here goes...
PERFECT LOVE>>~ Author Unknown ~>>>
Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone. To have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God to the Christian says, "No, not until you're satisified and fulfilled and content with living, loved by Me alone and giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me, to have an intensely personal and unique relationship with Me alone."I love you, My child, and until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with Me -- exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or belongings."I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to bring it to you.You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things. Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you. You must wait. "Don't be anxious and don't worry. Don't look around at the things you think you want. Just keep looking off and away up to Me, or you'll miss what I have to>show you. "And then, when you're ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any you would ever dream. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, I am working this minute to have both of you ready at the same time, and until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I've prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me, and this is perfect love. "And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with Myself. Know I love you. I am God Almighty, believe and be satisfied."
Sunday, January 15, 2006
I feel loved

I feel embarced by God. "Embarced"... a friend of mine loves that word and it’s rubbing on me. Anyway, everything good in my life from getting a bigger steak than the person next to me or someone just praying for me (not because I asked them) or even when I log into the university website which is a miracle really...everything I do makes me feel loved by God. My house mates make me feel loved by God, the person I am makes me feel loved by God, the fact that I don’t have eating problems makes me feel loved by God, the people around me.... everything makes me feel loved by God. It’s like God wants me to look around and know that He loves me. When I look left or right or where ever, God is saying I love you. I feel loved... embraced by God









