loney...loniliness

right know i feel a sense of awe and a sense of...?i'll call it space.it feels like theres something missing and i can't quite figure it out. actually i can…ish i'm coming from a place where i am so used to having people i love around me.i'm coming from a place where i'm used to being a part of a community.i'm coming from a place where i'm used to doing the "right" thing or the next thing on the list or the "important" thing.i'm coming from a place filled with stuff.and know i fell an empty space.a space where i'm just flaoting,where i'm just finding my feet.i know i always have my place and identity in Christ but...what? although,comming from that place of community,i do long for that "belonging" thing or that where a person will touch another person in ways that dont happened outside of Love.