i miss my boyfriend,i'll call him bob.i'm laying here late at night,well early morning thinking about him.i miss his company,his big hands,his big mouth,his big personality.i was thinking about all these things i have to do tomorrow and i thought...i wish bob was here to take care of me and i'll feel much better.i know thats Gods place and sometimes thats where i get confused.its like i'm with him(bob) but i'm not.being married,thats the question.i was thinking and feeling and knowing that bob is taking care of me is like water,cleansing me and preparing me for my next day.him taking care of me,its like he's removing the stain or the load or stress,then i can handle the next thing.thats what God is like.He takes care of you and that cleanses you,takes away the burden and prepares you for life.i should let God hold me,i should wait until i feel His arms around me taking care of me,taking care of me.i need to be taken care of and that is and always will be Gods place.He knows how to hold me,weather its just a gentle hug or a tight im-not-letting-you-go hug.my heart is feeling ....?!?!?my mind thinks that its bob,he's the missing thing but its actually my heart is crying out to God
whatever is good and pleasing to God,this...think of