i dont know why but there where these two situations when Bob told me he appreciates me and its felt like rain.and i believed what he said.it made me cry,it made me weak and at that place where i felt weak,i also felt loved.a spiritual father of mine (we're not really close but..) he told me he really appreciates me and i believed him,i listened to him.normally its just like "hey no problem,im just being me" but this time and the time Bob told me i didnt brush those words away,i listen,believed and took them in.both theses mens words made me feel accepted,appreciated, loved and ok to be weak.i havent had many male figures in life who have showed me Gods love and it broke me,broke any defences i had.i was no longer trying to be strong.God loves me like this.i am grateful for these two men!!!
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