this morning,i felt like a man...so small.i felt weak.i really needed God and He was there.i needed that!it was a moment when my heart and all of me needed to know that i am loved.
here i am Lord,a sinner.unworthy of You.just a man,really,i am nothing.i find myself in the same place i was not so long ago,needing Your forgiveness.help me to stand and not to be broken by the same thing over again.forgive me Lord.i feel weak,broken,alone.i feel like my world is caving in an i need to know Your love.hold me till i cry.hold me till i no more.hold me till i am confused no more?just hold me.
i felt broken and weak before God. undeserving of Him.then i just kept quiet and just listened
God was saying that i am His beloved,that i am worthy of His love,that He loves to love me.that He thinks i'm perferct.that He loves me so much,so much.why dont you want to accept my love?when i thought about that,i didnt really want to hear it.You think i'm beautiful but look at me know.the most beautiful part of you is the brokenness.look at a plain rock and look at the grand canyon that has been broken by winds and waters.look at a piece of glass and look at shattered piece of glass with all its patterns,doesn't it attract you compared to that plain piece of glass.the most beautiful part of you is the broken part of you.
i need to know that You are with me,right beside me.that You are in me,living.I need to know that You love me,i need to know.i need to know that You are holding my hand,that You number my steps,that You still smile at me even when.
come running to the mercy seat